I feel like my head is going to explode....i just hate it ...I hate being stuck in the middle like that.....being pressurized form my dad from one end and from my husband on the other....i am gonna go crazy....i hate that nobody listens to me......i dont understand how many times i have to reiterate that i want something a certain way....and yet people just ignore it....just cuz THEY feel they KNOW whats best for me.... im so sick and tired of it....i wish i could fucking disappear...
and other people dont really care about me as much as i might think they do, i realize...ultimately its my stupid life ....my siblings will carry on their life....like it like they want to...whereas i care a bit more about their pain i think....maybe i shouldnt.....life will go on for them......theyd have no problem....... nobody cares about the pain i have to face .... nobody care about what i really want....they just think they know whats best for me and decide to shove it down my throat.....sometimes i wish i was dead....sometimes i wish i could escape from this crappy existence where i have to keep doing what other people deem fit.....i feel like bashing my head against the wall.
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crazy_bird
Posted Date
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21/02/2008
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Pakistan
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