I'm sick and tired of everyone hating on me.
My anger confuses me. My medications are giving bad side-effects.
On top of that someone stole my chatango account. Then when i finally get
it back, everything is all fucked up! Someone took all the friends off my friends list,
broke up with my bf, then got a new bf. all using my username!!! Now everyone is thinking
IM the drama queen? no. I dont think so. Im not putting up with them any longer.
This whole thing is pure BUllSHIT!
But, however; this is not the worst day of my life. The worst day of my life was April 11, 2008
at exactly 3:47 Pm (in california). The day i first got together with alexxis.
Yeah, so i memorized the date and time. big fucking deal. it doesnt matter now does it?
But thats not all. I have the fucking
poems alexxis wrote for me saved in its own file. want proof? take a look at these! recognize
them?
1. Watch me bruise, and bleed for her, yeah I’m going 10 ft under.
I must surrender because no matter what I do I’ll always love her.
I just don’t know anymore.
I’m a sucker for weakness and the blood covering my floor.
It's all that I have left to remind me of the girl I've loved before.
Believe me, when I say I love her, I mean it. But somehow,
angels always end up in my backyard and she will end up with everyone else.
2. I can hear you when I’m asleep.
I can see you when I’m dead. I’d like to forget everything that
I’ve done to you, every word that I said.
But it’s too late, and time goes by.
There’s nothing I could do but slit my wrists and cry.
What are left of me are pieces, pieces of my soul.
No words have been spoken, no stories have been told.
Before I say goodbye,
I have one last wish, to see my x-lover that I really miss.
IM NOT A FUCKING LIAR, AND IF YOU STILL DONT BELIEVE ME I CAN FUCKING CARE
LESS!! Btw, the song "my heroine" by silverstein is no longer in my ipod.
WRITTEN ANGRILY,
Meggan.
OTHER INFO
Post ID
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16
Hits
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3311
Posted By
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Bloodyreaction
Posted Date
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15/06/2008
Posted Location
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United States
COMMENTS/FEEDBACKS
Calm Down
- Posted by CrossMyHeartHope2Die @ 2008-06-15
Hey, you need to calm down a bit.
This alexxis person seems to be a real big part of your life. he must have done something pretty bad.
You seem like youve been through alot. Go for a walk, take a nap do something to keep your mind off the situation.
- Posted by Chezno143 @ 2008-06-15
I don't know what to do between you and alexxis, but you really need to calm down a little bit.
Just don't do anything stupid. please.
Love,
David
- Posted by tilldeathdouspart @ 2008-06-15
Please don't do anything stupid.
- Posted by tilldeathdouspart @ 2008-06-15
Even though i dont know you doesnt mean i dont care.
- Posted by Chezno143 @ 2008-06-15
I love you, I love you, I love you Meggan!!!!
-alexxis (yes I swear it is me)
- Posted by alexxisantitoxic @ 2008-06-16
